Soulmate?

In hard times, she is my pillar of strength,
from the sinful world, she is my refuge,
in desperation and loneliness, she is my friend,
in times of darkness, she is my guiding light.

There aren't many for whom I'd go the length,
of creating of love and care a maddening deluge.
A little small talk with her, wish it'd never end,
it leaves me so much at peace, serene and light.

It's confusing at moments, lucid at others.
She's the integral part of my life of fractions,
what I would do without her, I cannot envision,
for above all, it is the only abode of my purity.

I have a subtle fear, what if this too withers,
possible for all of life's anomalies and aberrations,
yet, I vow to not let this love come to a cessation,
it is my all - it is what heaven means to me.

Abhishek Agarwal.